Just a little to update this dead blog..
My weekends have been full, literally but it's been awesome! And somehow there's this joy in me that I can't seem to explain :D Nevertheless, here's a little something on the current crossroads...
Wait, before that,
It's the weekends again. How can I not love it ;D
Wait, before that,
It's the weekends again. How can I not love it ;D
Everyday we're being thrown face to face with decisions we have to make. Whether it's just something small for tomorrow or for the distant future, every decision made affects our future one way or another. It's the time of my life again where every answer I found would lead to another even bigger question. Afraid of making the wrong choice, I turn to my best friend who speaks to me through my conscious, hoping I'd find the answer hidden deep within.
Now, with everything stirring up in front of me, I try to stop it for even just a tick, but like a storm in a tornado, my efforts are simply being flushed down by the mere pressure of time. If only time could stop for just a moment, I'd wish to go back to that few minutes where the noise of the world was being overpowered by my favourite song. Because just for that moment, the whole world seemed to fade away like dust.
I'm not saying this plaintively but actually with much joy and doubt. I've become fatigue on this same ceaseless question for some time and I wish there was a direct remedy to it. Like a kid standing hoverly in the middle of the field, I wonder what to do next. What if what I think is right isn't really what's best for me?
We're being led on what we should aim for now. Mid-terms, Trials and SPM. Then what's next? It's time to grow up Jelly, make a choice, dream big, have an aim, and stick with it. It's okay to dream because dreams lead you to places you think you'll never reach. No one has to know what they are. Fly high, even without wings. You've got one shot.
